Friday, October 23, 2009

cuti dEepavali...







cuti dEepavali, sy balik kampung n pERgi KT lg... he3... rancang2 nak g Langkawi la, Kedah la, tp semua xjd... sO, g Langkawi jErk... eh, g KT jerk....

g masjid kristal.... masuk tamadun *** (lpe), ne bayar $20/per entry and ada pasport dia... nak naik train pon ne bayar... tp sy free jERk... ngEh3...

ni gba2 dia... xlarat nak cter :












cantik kan? jOm la pErgi... bEsh... tp masjid kristal skunk cam xbpe org jaga... huhuhuhu....
ni kat bawah ni plak makan kat masjid terapung... masjid terapung besh gak... solat kat cna... tp sorry... lpe amik gba masjid terapung....



dan ni gba sis main layang2 kat pantai ***(lpe nama)


trg ni mmg bESt la... byk kawasan rekreasi... bley lepak2 ngn family... hmm.. bagus.... suggest all country should have like dis recreation place... =)

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

practising to be an expert driver....



i gOt da licence... ??? cant really remember bcOz its tOo past agO...

practicing to be an expert. expert? yurk... keta pon baru sentuh xsampai puluh2 kali nak expert? better to say : practising to be an experience driver....

during aidil fitri 1430H - im drive... ma kasi... yeah... ada teman g...

smpi kat png, drive g. mula2 ada teman.
1st time drive in png on 11102009...
then, drove alone on 13+14 oct 2009....

post xhbes...
kelas da nak hbes...
=)

last nOt least...

WELCOME BACK FIRAHZAFIR.BLOGSPOT.COM to da public view... =)

Saturday, September 5, 2009

mOod spOilEr...



Seumur hidup aku

Ini yang pertama
Pintu hatiku diketuk
Oleh dua wanita
Punyai ciri selama ini ku cari
Berbeza wajah ayunya tetap asli

Kalau ku pilih di sini
Apa kata di sana
Kalau ku pilih di sana
Di sini akan terluka
Perlukah aku pilih keduanya
Bahagi kasih adil-adilnya

1
Sungguh ku merasa resah
Untuk menilai sesuatu yang indah
Namunku ada pepatah
Yang aku gubah...

Di sana hanyalah menanti
Sampai bila pun ku tak pasti

Bertanya khabar melalui tinta

Jarang sekali bertemu muka

Namunku tahu dia setia


Dan di sini tetap menunggu

Berada jelas di mataku

Kasih tak luak terhadap aku

Sanggup menunggu kata putusku

Sayang ketabahanmu menawanku

( ulang dari 1 )

Ku terima satu nota
Ringkas tulisannya
Dia sedia undur diri
Dan memaafkanku
Katanya anggap ini satu mimpi
Yang datang sekadar...
Untuk menguji...



DI SANA MENANTI DI SINI MENUNGGU

by
UK'S

Thursday, August 20, 2009

teachEr did nOt asked fOr dis, dEar...


tq... teacher really appreciate it...

cup cakes... nyum3...

hmm... a little bIt surprise, cOz im nEver hopes fOr it... terharu sbb praktikum kali ni cikgu xdpt beli apa2 utk kamO... alasan cOz cikgu xdpt kuar utk mencari hadiah untuk kamO semua... mmg cikgu ada niat utk belikan hadiah itu... xsangka... welL dear, da bEst gift dat u can gv fOr me just becOme a good and successfull man one day. k dear? prOmise me... dO all ur bEst!!! me tOo...

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

dEdication sOng fOr sOmeone...



Kerna terpaksa aku melangkah pergi
Kerna terpaksa ku turut kata hati
Gementar tubuhku dengan keputusan ini
Biarpun pedih ku teruskan jua

Di antara kita mengapa ada dia
Biarpun hanya kawan biasa

Tapi ku rasa berlainan caranya

Hingga mencakar perasaanku

Terpaksaku Terpaksaku membuat pilihan
Mengundurkan diri untuk kebahagiaanmu


Kerna terpaksa aku rela sendiri
Kerna terpaksa lalu aku menangis
Tertutup hatiku untuk bercinta lagi
Tidak ku tahu bila kan terbuka


Di antara kita mengapa ada dia
Biarpun hanya kawan biasa
Tapi ku rasa berlainan caranya
Hingga mencakar perasaanku

Andainya ku melakukan begitu
Bagaimanakah perasaanmu

Terpaksaku Terpaksaku membuat pilihan
Mengundurkan diri untuk kebahagiaanmu

KERANA TERPAKSA, by FRANCISCA PETER

fOr sOmeOne...

Thursday, August 13, 2009

trOuble is a friEnd...



Trouble will find you
No matter where you go
Oh, oh
No matter if you're fast
No matter if you're slow
Oh, oh
The eye of the storm
Wanna cry in the morn
Oh, oh
You're fine for a while
But you start
To lose control

He's there in the dark
He's there in my heart
He waits in the wings
He's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend
Yeah
Trouble
Is a friend of mine
Ahh

Trouble is a friend
But trouble is a foe
Oh, oh
And no matter
What i feed him
He always seems to grow


Oh, oh
He sees what i see
And he knows
What i know
Oh, oh
So don't forget
As you ease
On down my road

He's there in the dark
He's there in my heart
He waits in the wings
He's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend
Yeah
Trouble
Is a friend of mine
So don't be alarmed
If he takes you
By the arm
I roll down the window
I'm a sucker
For his charm
Trouble is a friend
Yeah
Trouble
Is a friend of mine
Ahh

How i hate the way
He makes me feel
And how i try
To make him leave
I try
Oh, oh, i try

But he's
There in the dark
He's there in my heart
He waits in the wings
He's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend
Yeah
Trouble
Is a friend of mine
So don't be alarmed
If he takes you
By the arm
I roll down the window
I'm a sucker
For his charm
Trouble is a friend
Yeah
Trouble
Is a friend of mine
Ahh

Ooh
Ahh
Ooh

TROUBLE IS A FRIEND by LENKA


sad nEws reffer abOut schoOls.


unfree~nOt mErdeka yEt

1. PR2 physical education postpone on next wednesday ( lEcturEr hOliday), sO im nOt merdeka yEt...

2. all da teachers inclUding me have tO attend fOr ceramah ibu bapa on saturday morning. n hv tO sign fOr da attendance... haiyO, baru plan nak balik pulau fOr attending my fren's cOnvo...
cOnpius. hOw tO cOme da cOnvo and at da earlier in the next morning have to reach at school frOm island???
=i still willing tO go fOr convo. xmO hampakan dia... sO pergi gak...
plan : jmat malam akan tdO kat kOndO kak nOr. pg2 tgU kak hasna kat bUs sTop BJ... settle.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

last PR1 (Physical Education) - rain???

selama saya berada 6minggu di SK seri sentosa, hanya sekali saya dapat buat pendidikan jasmani di padang... da rest, pendidikan kesihatan-pembelajaran di bilik darjah...
ini kerana, SETIAP HARI RABU adalah HARI HUJAN!!!!
esOk sy ada PR1 bersama guru pembimbing.
xtahu nak rasa apa. nak berdOa agar xhujan atau hujan untuk esok. sbb dua2 sy ne bersedia menyediakan lesson plan n abm... wah... npe la asal hujan, hari rabu. ekh? asal hari rabu, hujan... huhuhu...
kawan2... wish me luck 4 tomorrow!!!

(gba tdk dpt diupload sbb camera gba lam hp xdpt detect.siOt)

Monday, August 10, 2009

PR2 Science



mErdEka... eventhOugh im nOt 100% satisfied...
nErbes laaaa.... smpi rs cam kalut teramat... smpi nak kontrol kelas pon OUT!
my lectUrer cakap ok la sy ikOt flOw lesson plan sy... tp class management mmg dOwn balik la... hadUs... tu la, bt sgt aktiviti yg bt bdak xbpe blEy dikontrOl... haiyO... syg... syg.
dOrang excited gak bt fair test td... yela main bawak2 tanah. (nseb baik sy prEpare eventhOugh da pesan kat dOrg sUh bawak sOil fRom hOme-tnh dOrg bawak xbpe blEy pakai)
nak dictErkan di cni... adala masa riuh2 ketika saya membahagikan alat-alat utk fair test, ada sOrg bdk memecahkan beakEr lam makmal... WAAAA!!! what shOuld i feel??? kinda dizzy lOl... rs nak pengsan jer kat situ... da la tgh diselia bersama lecturer n guru pembimbing (kira final observe la ni), tanpa membuang masa, sy trOs amik penyapu and sapu semua kaca2 tu.... kira keselamatan adalah priority sy... bdak2 bukan ley kira... yEar 3... tp budak kelas bijak la... hmm... budak, mmg suka bermain... kawan2 dia report la kat sy yg si amin(bukan nama sbnr) yg pecahkan. sy pon cakap, jpa sy lpas kelas... lpas kelas, sy ni semangat nak jpa lect, terlupa lak si budak ni dOp tercegat tgu sy... sy pOn memulakan investigation saya... hahahaha... dEt cOnan...
"npe pecahkan beaker tu" "blablablabla", alasan dia... sy pesan jgn bt g, jgn main time sy mengajar.... mata dia berair... actually ssh nak perasan sbb dia pakai mask(dasar h1n1), tp sy kan gUru yg peka(perasan!!!!) sy pOn ckp ok, sy xmarah kamo. lain kali jgn bt g...
baik kan sy???
lecturer sy menegur cara saya tu, puan cakap sy sptOtnya menegur dia dlm kelas di hadapan pelajar dia, bukan selepas kelas.... hmmm....

sy ni kan, sbnrnya agak prihatin ngn masalah stUd sy. sy sll berjumpa mereka yang betmasalah selepas kelas. itu cara saya. dan kesannya yang saya dapat lihat, saya dapat berhubungan baik dengan mereka. mereka suka saya walaupun mungkin tidak seperti di MGS yg bEsh....

dengan selesainya penyeliaan bersama sains, saya berasa satu kaki saya telah berada di kampung.... waaaaa.... hOmesick... menghitung hari.... 11day tO gO!!!

Sunday, August 9, 2009

sabar...



berpenat lelahlah kerana kesenangan itu selepas kepayahan...

Saturday, August 8, 2009

amin...


"Shyyy... don't talk like that anymore okay, you still have me. Apa guna abang jadi suami Maria kalau abang tak tahu untuk mendegar masalah Maria. Masalah Maria, masalah abang juga. Sedih Maria, sedih abang jugak. Abang tahu Maria masih tak dapat terima abang sepenuhnya lagi, tapi..susah senang biarlah kita bersama okay. One more thing, abang nak Maria faham tentang ni. Kita semua sebenarnya bukanlah dimiliki sesiapa. Kita adalah miliknya, kerana Dia adalah Tuan kita dan kita pula HambaNya. Dia berhak mengambil nyawa HambaNya. Jangan salahkan diri lagi. Maria rindukan papa kan Banyakkan berdoa untuk arwah papa dan mama, ingat..Doa seorang anak yang soleh, itu yang mereka perlukan dari kita yang hidup ini. Berdoalah seperti panduan Al-Quran,
Wahai Tuhanku!Cucurilah rahmat kepada mereka berdua sebagaimana mereka telah mencurahkan kasih sayangnya memelihara dan mendidikku semasa kecil. Nanti kita tengok balik dalam Al-Quran okay. Jom kita solat sama-sama dulu ye" Air mata isterinya disapu perlahan-lahan sambil tangan kirinya megelus rambut Maria.

Jauh di sudut hatinya, dia sedar Hakimi terlalu jauh dibandingkan dengan dirinya. Hakimi tahu serba-serbi tentang agama, sedangkan dia masih jauh dari itu. Padanya dulu, agama itu cukup diketahui perkara-perkara basic saja..sudah cukup menjadikan dia seorang Muslim. Bersama Hakimi, ternyata dia merasakan terlalu banyak perkara yang belum diketahuinya.

Dia mula faham kaki itu juga aurat perempuan yang harus ditutup. Hakimi tidak pernah memarahinya tentang perkara yang belum dia tahu. Untuk menegur, Hakimi ada cara tersendiri. Hakimi akan memuji sekiranya dia memakai sarung kaki yang dibelinya,. Itulah Hakimi.Hakimi cukup pandai menjaga hatinya, sedangkan dia -kadang-kadang berkasar juga dengan Hakimi kerana kepenatan di hospital. Terkadang dia merasakan tidak layak sama sekali menjadi isteri kepada Syed Ahmad Hakimi.

ma.laikat.

Suatu hari seorang bayi siap untuk dilahirkan ke dunia...




Dia bertanya kepada Tuhan : ' Para malaikat disini
mengatakan bahawa besok Engkau akan mengirimkan saya
kedunia, tetapi bagaimana cara saya hidup disana; saya
begitu kecil dan lemah ?'

Dan Tuhan menjawab: 'Aku telah memilih satu malaikat
untukmu. Ia akan menjaga dan mengasihimu .'

Bayi bertanya lagi: 'Tetapi disini; didalam syurga ini,
apa yang saya lakukan hanyalah bernyanyi, bermain dan
tertawa...Inikan sudah cukup bagi saya untuk berbahagia.'


'Malaikatmu akan bernyanyi dan tersenyum untukmu setiap
hari. Dan kamu akan merasakan kehangatan cintanya dan
menjadi lebih berbahagia'

'Dan bagaimana bisa saya mengerti disaat orang-orang
berbicara kepada saya jika saya tidak mengerti bahasa
mereka ?'

'Malaikatmu akan berbicara kepadamu dengan bahasa yang
paling indah yang pernah kamu dengar; dan dengan penuh
kesabaran dan perhatian. Dia akan mengajar kepadamu cara
berbicara.'

'Dan apa yang akan saya lakukan saat saya ingin berbicara
kepadaMu ?'

'Malaikatmu akan mengajarkan bagaimana cara kamu berdoa'

'Saya mendengar bahawa di Bumi banyak orang jahat. Siapa
yang akan melindungi saya ?



'Malaikatmu akan melindungimu; walaupun hal tersebut
mungkin akan mengancam jiwanya'

'Tapi, saya pasti akan merasa sedih kerana tidak
melihatMu lagi'

'Malaikatmu akan menceritakan kepadamu tentang Aku, dan
akan mengajarkan bagaimana agar kamu bisa kembali
kepadaKu; walaupun sesungguhnya Aku akan sentiasa
disisimu'

Disaat itu, Syurga begitu tenang dan heningnya sehingga
suara dari Bumi dapat terdengar, dan sang bayi bertanya
perlahan

'Tuhan, jika saya harus pergi sekarang, bisakah Kamu
memberitahuku nama malaikat tersebut ?'

'Kamu akan memanggil malaikatmu itu: 'IBU '

Ingatlah sentiasa kasih sayang dan pengorbanan ibu.
Berbakti, berdoa dan cintailah dia sepanjang masa.....
Dialah sesatunya harta yang tiada galang gantinya dunia
akhirat....

Dan untuk para ibu, ingatlah kisah ini dikala kamu hilang
sabar dengan karenah anak-anak yang sedang
embesar...sesungguh nya Syurga itu dibawah telapak
kakimu...

Sucikanlah 4 hal dengan 4 perkara :

1) Wajahmu dengan linangan air mata keinsafan,

2) Lidahmu basah dengan berzikir kepada Penciptamu,

3) Hatimu takut dan gementar kepada kehebatan Rabbmu, dan
dosa-dosa yang silam

4) Di sulami dengan taubat kepada Dzat yang Memiliki mu.'




'Sampaikanlah walau satu ayat'

tada....



da hbEs cOmplete meng'go through' bLog si dia... mmg tekad tOl la.
sigh... actually bZ... t nak ne observe 3x... dEmi chEnta.

lEts 101

fun quiz for myspace profile and blog

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Lets101 Quizzes - Fun Quizzes



blog quizzes for myspace profile and fun

Lets101 Quizzes - Fun Quiz

tEnsiOn! + hapPy + blablablabla...

xtahu la nak cakap apa... my personality nOw agak bercampur2... nak letak icon gba lam fs/fb/blog pon xtahu nak bUh yg mana... sekali letak gba bertudUng litup, cakap 'aku' n poyO plak... letak gba sweet2, cakap cam kerek gak... letak jela gba yg aku rs ok. 'aku' g... haiyO... mmg tgh serabut... xterpikir pon nak post blog nih... terbukak, update jelah... xptOt la aku dOp membebel ntah pape... tp sgt sakit hati.... byk tOl rahsia si dia dr aku... ??? apa ni??? =( k ah. mls nak cakap kat cni... lantak dia la... lu dia ikhlas ngn aku, pepandai dia la... lu xde jdOh pOn, aku xley bt apa2....


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yEAh!!!!

mgu dpn ( 10th - 16th August 2009), bz akan menyerang aku... but da end of da week, aku akan happy. insyaallah... PR1 bersama2 PR2(PR bersama) akan tamat pada minggu hadapan... yeah... ada hOusemate aku jLesh... nGeh3....
mon - PR2 SCIENCE
wed - PR1 PHYSICAL EDUCATION
thurs - PR2 PHYSICAL EDUCATION
(warning : dOnt disturb me dUring dat days.... hahahaha. concentration must be paid)
MERDEKA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but fOr da next2 week, i still willing tO teach la... mne bley cUri tulang... still teacher trainee... have to shOw gOod attituDe lOl... mb revise2 n semak buku2 stUds... lalalalala...

friday - nak balik pulau semata2 attending my bEstfren CONVOCATION at USM... yEa... E, wenDu kat mg!!!! ---> E terharu sbb aku jEr kawan dia dr jauh (jauh?) aka yg schoolmates lu yg g konvO dia... i'll make sUrprise 4 u... nak bg TEDDY BEAR!!! cOngrats E... aku mUsti mau pOgi, ngkau kan kawan kesayangan aku yg plg cUnnnnn.... =)



lalalalala....

may i have safe jOurney of intership and have da grEat (grEat???), at least ok ending of internship....

mOm.... i mish U damn much...
dOp cni bpe x da aku tdey2 tgat kat ma, rmh, lembu blkg rmh, ayam sblh rmh, hutan tepi rmh (eh, hutan da xdE. wakakakaka)... sO sad... tgat sgt... homesick gLer....
da la ma eksiden kat rmh.... ma, hOpes u will gEt welL sOon... iA, xdE apa2.... t balik, nak jaga ma elOk2 (iA, da bEst i can dO 4 U!)


Saturday, August 1, 2009

did i get Ur attentiOn???


I leave the gas on
Walk the alleys in the dark
Sleep with candles burning
I leave the door unlocked
I'm weaving a rope and
Running all the red lights
Did I get your attention
'Cause I'm sending all the signs that

The clock is ticking
And I'll be giving my two weeks
Pick your favorite shade of black
You'd best prepare a speech
Say something funny
Say something sweet
But don't say that you loved me

Chorus:
I'm still breathing
But we've been dead for awhile
This sickness has no cure
We're goin down for sure
Already lost our grip
Best abandon ship...

Maybe I was too pale
Maybe I was too fat
Maybe you had better
Better luck in the sack
No formal education
I swore way too much
I swear you didn't care
'Cause we were in love

So as I write this letter
And shed my last tear
Know it's all for the better
That we end this here
Let's close this chapter
Say one last prayer
But don't say that you loved me

I'm still breathing
But we've been dead for awhile
This sickness has no cure
We're going down for sure
Oh we've been diagnosed
So let's give up the ghost

(Chorus)

I'm still breathing
I'm still breathing


IM STILL BREATHING by KATY PERRY

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

PLZ.PLZ.PLZZZ...


Semua tahu kamu cantik
Semua tahu kau menarik
Kau bidadari terhebat
Membuat cintaku makin kuat

Kadangkala ku cemburu buta
Saat ramai mata terpesona
Terlebih saat ku mahu pergi
Di saat itu kau ada di sini

Chorus
Please please please
Kamu jangan nakal
Ku pergi sebentar
Bukan untuk curang
Please please please
Kamu jangan nakal
Nanti aku datang
Bawa yang kau pesan

Diriku untukmu

Semua tahu kau milikku
Semua tahu ku cintamu
Ada pun yang memandangku
Betapa beruntungnya aku

Kadangkala ku cemburu buta
Saat ramai mata terpesona
Terlebih saat ku mahu pergi
Di saat itu kau ada di sini

Ulang Chorus

Bukan aku terlalu
Mengawal sikapmu
Ku hanya terlalu
Terlalu sayangi kamu
Ampunkan aku terlebih-lebih
Jagakan kamu
Ku cintamu
Kau cintaku

Ulang Chorus 3X

Diriku untukmu
Diriku untukmu

JANGAN NAKAL by ALIFF SATAR

Sunday, July 26, 2009

dEar... bE my bEstfrEn n my evErythings fOr... fOrever... =)



When I'm lost in the rain,
In your eyes I know I'll find the light to light my way.
And when I'm scared and losing ground;
When my world is going crazy, you can turn it all around.

And when I'm down you're there; pushing me to the top.
You're always there; giving me all you've got.

For a shield from the storm;
For a friend; for a love
To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
For everything that's true,
I turn to you.

When I lose my will to win,
I just reach for you and I can reach the sky again.
I can do anything,
'Cause your love is so amazing; 'cause your love inspires me.

And when I need a friend, you're always on my side;
Giving me faith that gets me through the night.

For a shield from the storm;
For a friend; for a love
To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
For everything that's true,
I turn to you.

For the arms to be my shelter through all the rain;
For truth that will never change;
For someone to lean on;
for a heart I can rely on through anything;
For that one who I can run to....
I turn to you.

For a shield from the storm;
For a friend; for a love
To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
For everything that's true,
I turn to you.

For a shield from the storm;
For a friend; for a love
To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
For everything that's true...

For everything you do;
For everything that's true,
I turn to you...

I TURN TO YOU by CRISTINA AGUILERA

Saturday, July 25, 2009

eeee... mish U....

title pOst : eeee... sbb sy suka ckp cmtu bt masa skg... mish u, sbb sy tgh dgr lagu i miss u by avril lavigne....

eeee... lama xberbLog... xsempat la... gpn malas... hahaha...

awal pagi g on9 dgn niat yg baik nak hupdate blOg... tp terchat plak ngn my cOusin... pahtu my mom call me gayut plak bErejam3... muahahaha... so, tgh hari gak la sy dpt mengaktifkan blog sy....

tulunnnn... cmne nak tulis blog ya? lupa la.... hahahaha....

disebabkan beberapa org kawan sy yg alert tya n suh sy update bLog, k i do... gpn xbz sgt dah ni... skg praktikum - bdk2 tgh revise fOr ujian... tp skg kan tgh cuti... absolutely free even not really... ---> ado asgmnt ne bt ya frh... jgn lpe!

----------open da nEw sem, im in 6SNED1. YEa!!!!!!!!!------------

sem ni sy ada praktikum... 8 minggu... but b4 dat, i hv tO go for classes for 1 week only.... rs syukur sgt, exam lepas semua lulus.... nGEee... tp sy bertobat, xmo da xstdy... xmo dpt result ikot nasib, ne usaha ya frh.... =) pahtu ada taklimat praktikum... pahtu hari sabtu pon ada kelas... (best hari tu tau, ada seminar kesihatan, tp wUgi la... xpg... lu x, bley tya ttg tahap drh sy n cmne nak lose weight... hailo... lect la, syok sgt mengajar sampai lepas lambat... sepanjang minggu tu sy puadsa bg mengantikan semua puasa yg blom diganti kerana bermula miggu hadapan sy perlu berkerja keras ketika praktikum... sUrely bz n tired lol... n ne jerit2 kat budak...

disebabkan praktikum kali ni jauh nun dr kolej sy, sy perlu menyewa rumah dan berpindah... my geng fOr da school are ain, dila and affaf. kitorg berjaya mendapatkan rumah yg plg dekat ngn skol... b4 dat kami almost menyewa rumah 2 tingkat yg mewah... hahahaha... tp, then we decide da nearest.... on friday, we went to da house, for just looking... kawan sy lambat sbb dia makan, so balik lambat.... xsempat amik ma... (my mOm came here, to see where will i stay)

kawan2 semua kemas brg da... siap da pindah g... sy bLom... rilex jEr... sbb sy tahu, sy kemas jap jEr... gpn, sy xsuka messy2... lu sy kemas awal, lpas tu xtahu nak letak kat mana, pindah blom g, surely la bersepah kan? xsuka... sejak dOp asrama, masa kat kOPu lu, dUring SPM examination, sy la kemas brg plg lambat... ms exam, 1% pon xkemas apa... tp sy la yg balik paling awal... mUahahaha... sy ingatkan pg tu ma sy nak tolong sy kemas brg... bUt she didnt... hahahaha... ro8 nak padan muka kat sy, tp sy siap dulu dr dia... xsampai satu hari sy kemas(ea?, jom kira) ptg sabtu kemas, mlm kuar smpi capek, pg ahad kemas, tgh hari ahad pindah... kira express la tu... =)

berpindah la... new environment... ...




---------------INTERNSHIP---------------

first day at schOol... ada asmbly, all of us ne pggl kat depan. what??? ingat ada masalah disiplin ka? mana ada... intrOducing fOr stUds la... nGee... jpa PK, dpt jadual... great... da skol gv da gOd impression fOr me... schedule pon dia bt cantik, menunjukan komitmen... =) setakat ni, sy xpnah terima jadual dgn perasaan xsuka. ok. jadual waktu uyg sy dpt, ok, not bad. sy berpuas hati... 13waktu per wk... ok... 4 trainee teachers... [=) kelas sains yg sy masuk semua di bawah didikan guru pembimbing sy... sng la nak diskuss... (sng??? sng ker? cikgu tu ....) neba mind... actually, dis internship, on 1st wek, we have to shadowing first...kirav tgOk cikgu yg berpengalaman mengajar dan belajar drpd dia... sy POwn lpe yg ne bt shadowing... sy pOn setuju la utk masuk kelas... 1st day da masuk kelas.... oklah... i asked them to introduce themselves first, then i introduced myself.. pahtu state rules... wah. cam ganaz... 2nd day pon cam tu gak sbb cikgu tu suh masuk, xbt shadowing g.... hari k3 ada waktu PJ, baru bt shadowing... tp lam kelas la... sbb cikgu tu sarat mengandung... i had learnt sUmthing dat i didnt learnt in college -> baca doa sblOm blaja... hahaha... xingat lgsg... kat MGS dulu, xbt pon... pahtu relief kelas muzik drjh satu, sy sUh dOrg tulis lagu yg dorg blaja... pandai plak menulis bdak2 nih... hmmm... siap melukis g tu... pertama kali sains bt shadOwing... shadOwing ni bagus apa... ruginya sy xdpt bt 2x tuh...

ok... setakat ni jer lu experience sy ttg mengajar... ada g bEsh... tp sy da capek ngadap laptOp nih... huhuhuhu...

Saturday, May 23, 2009

friend.


A real friend is someone who walks in when the rest of the world walks out"...but nowadays it's really hard to find these kind of people.did u ever find 1? could u be dat 1 for me?

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

simple techniques that will help flex your brain muscles


  • Question your assumptions. Give conventional wisdom a nudge and re-think your environment. Consider an everyday product and list everything you know to be absolutely true about the product. Now go back and question every assumption. Tony Basche did just that when he stopped assuming locks had numbers and invented the Wordlock—he won $25,000 plus royalties in a Staples contest for his innovation.
  • Laugh. Watching Comedy Central may give your creative thinking a boost. Studies show that people are better at solving exercises designed to measure creative thinking immediately after exposure to comedy. Subjects said they felt more alert, active, interested and excited after watching comedy. But there's a caveat: Humor can be distracting and can decrease performance on non-creative tasks.
  • Limit TV. When you watch television, your brain goes into neutral. In one study, people watching television had increased alpha brain waves—their brains were in a passive state, as if they were just sitting in the dark. No wonder TV watching has been tied to low achievement.
  • Think beans for breakfast. Eating the right morning meal can have a big impact on brainpower. Kids who have fizzy drinks and sugary snacks for breakfast perform poorly on tests of memory and attention. You can get the biggest brain boost from—believe it or not—beans. High-protein beans up cognitive test scores by a wide margin.
  • Exercise. Physical activity is as much a workout for your brain as for your body. Exercise actually stimulates growth in brain cells. Schoolchildren who exercise three or four times a week get higher than average exam scores. Senior citizens who walk regularly perform better on memory tests than their sedentary peers. In fact, as they age, walkers show far less cognitive decline than that of non-walkers.
  • Master eloquence. Verbal charm is a powerful tool—it can get you that job you are seeking or that date you are after. Each day, prepare flashcards with a few new words and review them at least four times a day. Content yourself with fewer than eight new words per day; more than that could inhibit retention. At the end of the year, you will have increased your vocabulary by 2,000 words!
  • Get your nutrients. Unlike muscles, the brain cannot store energy; it must be constantly replenished with nutrients. Studies show that a diet rich in antioxidants and vitamins boosts memory and cognition. The best way to meet needs is by eating a variety of foods. In fact, healthy individuals who eat a balanced diet rarely need supplements. So load up on foods like nuts, whole grains, vegetables, fruits and fish.
  • Play with your brain. Learn a new language, master a new hobby or engage in friendly debate. Playing with your brain stimulates blood flow and strengthens the connections (synapses) between nerve cells in the brain. Read challenging books, do puzzles—and whatever you do, use your other hand to comb your hair or brush your teeth.
FROM : http://www.psychologytoday.com/articles/pto-4053.html

Here’s how to protect and nourish your brain – and boost your memory..


Active body, active mind

Chief executive of the Alzheimer’s Society Neil Hunt, says: “There are many ways that you can keep your brain healthy and enjoy a high quality of life.

“A healthy heart means a healthy brain so it’s important to take regular exercise and eat well.

“Social activity has also been linked to your overall wellbeing, so combining activities with meeting others, or learning something new, is a great way to feel young and stay fit.”

Exercise: Go to the gym, play tennis, go dancing. Any aerobic activity lasting for at least 30 minutes five times a week will ensure a healthy heart and help lower your risk of dementia. Even a modest amount of walking has been shown to reduce your risk by 30 per cent, says Neil.

Stay slim: Obesity doubles your risk of dementia, so make sure you maintain a healthy weight. For advice about how to shed a few pounds visit www.nhs.uk/Change4Life

Get out and about: Studies in Sweden have found that people with extensive social networks were 60 per cent less likely to develop dementia than those living alone.

Brain food

“Diet is a big factor in our vulnerability to disease and our brain is affected by what we eat as well,” says Ian Robertson, professor of psychology at Trinity College Dublin and author of Stay Sharp With The Mind Doctor.

“A balanced diet with good levels of fish, veg and fruit will help keep your brain cells healthy and well-connected.”

Eat Mediterranean: A diet low in fat, sugar and processed food yet high in protein, fibre and anti-oxidants can cut your risk of Alzheimer’s by 30 per cent.

Berry nice: “Dark coloured fruits such as strawberries and blueberries contain high levels of antioxidant molecules which fight free radicals which can harm brain cells,” says Prof Robertson.

Eat fish: Eating fish once a week can cut your risk of Alzheimer’s by 60 per cent. The fatty acids help maintain brain cells and build better connections.

Snack on pumpkin seeds: Get your recommended daily amount of zinc, essential for enhancing your memory and thinking, from a small handful of seeds.

Feast on folic acid: Found in wholegrain food, broccoli and peas, folic acid can help the brain to recall information.

Help yourself

Be positive: “Your memory is like a young child, tell it it’s stupid and it tends to become unco-operative. But if you tell yourself you’ve a good memory, your capabilities will improve,” says Tony Buzan, founder of the World Memory Championships and inventor of Mind Mapping.

Get gaming: US research suggests elderly people who play board games, cards and do crossword puzzles reduce their risk of dementia. For a daily puzzle fix, do the Mirror crossword or visit www. puzzlemix. com and www. puzzlerbraintrainer.com

Play mind games: “Try memorising your shopping list instead of writing it down, or learning the phone numbers or birthdays of friends and family,” says Dr Gareth Moore, author of over 20 brain-training and puzzle books.

Swap hands: Do daily tasks with your non-dominant hand.

Do a brain training game: The more you use it, the faster it will work.

Learn a new language or musical instrument: Unfamiliar tasks teaches your brain new things. Because it’s interconnected, new skills in one area can lead to improvements across a wide range of mental abilities.

Avoid information overload

“Too much mental demand, such as information overload, triggers stress which over long periods may cause the release of brain chemicals which can temporarily impair your memory,” explains Prof Robertson.

Do one thing at a time: The brain will process information better if you focus on the task at hand.

Set smart goals: Most people write “to do” lists which are unrealistic. Set smart goals you know you can achieve, usually three things, which in turn will reduce stress levels.

Learn to relax: Take time out to switch off from pressure. “Stress and low mood can dampen brain function – learning to beat them could be the best way for some people to boost their brain,” says Prof. Robertson.

Stop consuming: You don’t have to read everything. Teach yourself to speed read so you can decide quickly if the information is important or if you can ignore it.

For more details, visit www.buzanworld.com


FROM : http://www.mirror.co.uk/life-style/sex-health/2009/02/17/bad-memory-here-s-how-to-train-your-brain-the-easy-way-115875-21129316/

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

.my.love.stOry.



We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said, marry me Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh
'Cause we were both young when I first saw you...

LOVE STORY by TAYLOR SWIFT

Sunday, May 10, 2009

selamat hari ibOoo.... cayam sama kamu ma... ;)



its one of da great day tO appreciate what u had did tO me... i mish u damn mUch... n i really nEed U damn much... cant imagine hOw can i live withOut u... so stay and live with me fOrever... wish everything da bEst fOr u. gOd blEss... ;)

da hEritagE city Of da wOrld....


almOst a week i didnOt pOst anything in dIs bLog... ;)

really have a grEat bUt tiring vacatiOn... alOng da way fRom kElantan tO malacca tO kelantan back, i was dIzzy... yukh...

yela, dr png(9pm) kE kltE(4am). dr kltE(11am-4pm) ke KL(11pm). tdO di KL dengan xbpE sihat. uzur~ he3... KL(11am) ke melaka(lpe la...) mkn2. g shOpping. stay kat resOrt. esok rOund bandar melaka... tp sy xkuar sbb sy pening dan lOya... xbErgambar kecuali keluarga sy yg sihat2 bElaka... he3... nO picas ekh? rasa rUgi plak xbErgambar... tp nak bt cmne... sy xsihat... kEpenatan tEramat sgt kOt... wish tO gO malacca again...

sampai kat rumah... nak tdo sepuas-puasnya... tp xdpt tdO. pergi rumah jiran-fOrmat laptOp baru ku ni... utk bt new partition... tgok astrO, main facebOok <-- xde kjE lain.. esok. pErgI hOsp nak maik MC... alang2 amik MC, cek la kesihatan sbb dlu sll pitam2 n pucat... my BP is lOw... ;) pastu pergi taman perumahan tempat sy tgal dlu... pErgi jpa pEngasuh sy... really njOy dat time... mish thEm damn much!!! cOnclUsion.... ---> balik rumah itu mmg menyEronokkan... nO picas ya.

Thursday, April 30, 2009

my mOm and mE....


alhamdulillah... sy da sampai rumah... sy sampai KB jam 4am, sampai P.Puteh 4.45am... sy pErhati-perhati semua org call ayah dOrang amikkan... sy jEr... tpOn mak sy utk amikkan sy... since i was child, my mOm is everything... ok.ok. sbb tu la saya ssh-ssh sedia carikan tiket balik ke pasir puteh yg agak mahal sikit tu... lu sy ada ayah, mEsti sy sshkan ayah sy amikkan sy kat KB... huhuhu...

k... sy balik, tDo jap sbb sy xdpt tdO yg selesa atas bas td - seat rOsak n xley rebahkan kerusi utk tdO... org sebelah siap tdO atas sy lak tu... gEram tOl... bukan gEram apa... pyerla sOmbong xtgO, tap2 tdO atas org lak. huh! dah la nanar td. 2x. sampai pasir mas, i thOught it already reach at pasir puteh. naseb baik xkelam kabut g... sempat sedar tu pasir mas... sbb keadaan dia sama -berhenti tempat jual buah. kali k2 nanar - dr KB ke pasir puteh sy mmg xnak tdO. mmg sy xnk tdO! ntah kat mana sy TERTIDUR... sO, sy tgOk2 bas berhenti... mmg bas berhenti kat pasir puteh, tp sbb nak turunkan penumpang yg mintak berhenti... mmg sy pasti tu pasir puteh sbb perhentian selepas KB should be pasir puteh... sy xtgok apa2, trOs amik bag n ckp nak turun gak+sorry terlambat sbb ttdo td... driver bas tu tya la nak turun kat ne. sy ckp la nak turun kat pasir puteh... dia pon ckp - lmbt g... ddk dulu... mmg malu glEr la. sbb sy pergi kat driver dgn gesanya tbe2 ddk balik... malu3....

ok.ok. sy nak tolong mak sy gOreng kerOpok... lepas zOhor t, kami nak g vacation kat malacca... =)

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

i'll back hOme....



last sy balik ritu adalah on 14th March till 22th march... thEn my family g umrah, sy xsempat jpa dOrg after dOrg balik... ni baru nak jpa... xshabarnya... hOw many days agO im cOunted da time... yEah!!! wEndU... byk cte nak cTe kat dOrg ni.... pahtu g malacca fOr a vacatiOn... =)

Monday, April 27, 2009

nOt tOday.



And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
But I don't

When you say that it's gonna be,
It always turns out to be a different way,
I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...

[Chorus:]

I don't know how to feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day


It's always been up to you,
It's turning around,
It's up to me,
I'm gonna do what I have to do,
just do

Gimme a lil time,
Leave me alone a little while,
Maybe it's not too late,
not today, today, today, today, today...


[Chorus:]

I don't know how to feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day

And I know I'm not ready,
Maybe tomorrow

And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...

Tomorrow it may change [4x]

TOMORROW by AVRIL LAVIGNE

i love this sOng da mOst.

pingrE O pingrE...

uwa... wawawawawa... uwa...


tgOk! dia xpandang pOn mknn tU...

pingre xmo makan... huk3... jgn mrh tau lu sy bitau... ikan yg saya bela da mati... trOk. sblOm sy perasan akan kematiannya, sy perasan almOst 3 hari dia xserbu makanan sy bg... balik2 kelas, sy tgOk dia da mati... jgn slh kan sy. sy xtahu papE. or xtahu pape adalah penyebab kematiannya? sy xmengambil tahu pasalnya? plz Forgive me God...


ikan yg mati yg jd cam udang masak... im sO afraid... serious!

semalam sy dgn Pin Baju pg beli mknn baru utk pingre... Pin Baju yg bElikan. malangnya, sejak saya menjamu mknn baru tu, pingre xsentUh lgsg pOn mknn tu... sO, pg td air cam kOtor... b4 g kelas yg stad 8am, sy salin air tu n bg lg mknn tu kat pingre... try suap g tp pingre refuse utk mkn... sO, sy biarkan la sbb xmo lewat g kelas... sy tabur jer pellets mknn tu lam akuarium... hmm... b4 dis mknnya berbentuk kiub yg memerlukan sy mencebisnya... pellet g menyenangkan kerja sy - just tabur jer... tp pingre cam xske lak... huhuhu... da la mahal. ~tp Pin Baju yg belikan~ balik kelas abOut 2pm, tgOk2 air kotor balik... sy xtahu la either air dikotori mknn yg xdimakan atau najis pingre yg CIRIT BIRIT xbiasa makan mknn tu.... hahahahaha... haiwan cirit birit gak kEr? kik3.... ok.ok. serious... sy mmg hairan... sO, sy salin la air... pastu dsbbkn sy free, sy try la suap2 mknn tu kat pingre... dia xnak... siap palingkan muka g... ni sy amik gba2 dia eksyen xnak makan... he3...


dia mmg xnak pandang mknn tu... huhuhu...
sy bg dr sebelah kiri dia pandng kanan.
sy bg dr sebelah kakan dia pandang kiri.
n im nOt editted my phOtos s i dOnt nOe hOw tO edit.
bijak gak tOrtoise ni ekh....

risaunya..... ~sy xmahu dikatakan pembUnuh.... haiwan.~


pIngre, fOod cUbes and fOod pellets...

Sunday, April 26, 2009

... alOne ...



you cOme to this wOrld alone.

yOu will gO back alOne.

sO, why nOt bE alOne alOng the way... =)




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