cuti dEepavali...

cuti dEepavali, sy balik kampung n pERgi KT lg... he3... rancang2 nak g Langkawi la, Kedah la, tp semua xjd... sO, g Langkawi jErk... eh, g KT jerk....

g masjid kristal.... masuk tamadun *** (lpe), ne bayar $20/per entry and ada pasport dia... nak naik train pon ne bayar... tp sy free jERk... ngEh3...

ni gba2 dia... xlarat nak cter :

cantik kan? jOm la pErgi... bEsh... tp masjid kristal skunk cam xbpe org jaga... huhuhuhu....
ni kat bawah ni plak makan kat masjid terapung... masjid terapung besh gak... solat kat cna... tp sorry... lpe amik gba masjid terapung....

dan ni gba sis main layang2 kat pantai ***(lpe nama)

trg ni mmg bESt la... byk kawasan rekreasi... bley lepak2 ngn family... hmm.. bagus.... suggest all country should have like dis recreation place... =)

practising to be an expert driver....

i gOt da licence... ??? cant really remember bcOz its tOo past agO...

practicing to be an expert. expert? yurk... keta pon baru sentuh xsampai puluh2 kali nak expert? better to say : practising to be an experience driver....

during aidil fitri 1430H - im drive... ma kasi... yeah... ada teman g...

smpi kat png, drive g. mula2 ada teman.
1st time drive in png on 11102009...
then, drove alone on 13+14 oct 2009....

post xhbes...
kelas da nak hbes...
=)

last nOt least...

WELCOME BACK FIRAHZAFIR.BLOGSPOT.COM to da public view... =)

mOod spOilEr...

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DI SANA MENANTI DI SINI MENUNGGU

by
UK'S

teachEr did nOt asked fOr dis, dEar...

tq... teacher really appreciate it...

cup cakes... nyum3...

hmm... a little bIt surprise, cOz im nEver hopes fOr it... terharu sbb praktikum kali ni cikgu xdpt beli apa2 utk kamO... alasan cOz cikgu xdpt kuar utk mencari hadiah untuk kamO semua... mmg cikgu ada niat utk belikan hadiah itu... xsangka... welL dear, da bEst gift dat u can gv fOr me just becOme a good and successfull man one day. k dear? prOmise me... dO all ur bEst!!! me tOo...

dEdication sOng fOr sOmeone...

Kerna terpaksa aku melangkah pergi
Kerna terpaksa ku turut kata hati
Gementar tubuhku dengan keputusan ini
Biarpun pedih ku teruskan jua

Di antara kita mengapa ada dia
Biarpun hanya kawan biasa
Tapi ku rasa berlainan caranya
Hingga mencakar perasaanku
Terpaksaku Terpaksaku membuat pilihan
Mengundurkan diri untuk kebahagiaanmu

Kerna terpaksa aku rela sendiri
Kerna terpaksa lalu aku menangis
Tertutup hatiku untuk bercinta lagi
Tidak ku tahu bila kan terbuka

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Biarpun hanya kawan biasa
Tapi ku rasa berlainan caranya
Hingga mencakar perasaanku

Andainya ku melakukan begitu
Bagaimanakah perasaanmu
Terpaksaku Terpaksaku membuat pilihan
Mengundurkan diri untuk kebahagiaanmu

KERANA TERPAKSA, by FRANCISCA PETER

fOr sOmeOne...

sad nEws reffer abOut schoOls.

unfree~nOt mErdeka yEt

1. PR2 physical education postpone on next wednesday ( lEcturEr hOliday), sO im nOt merdeka yEt...

2. all da teachers inclUding me have tO attend fOr ceramah ibu bapa on saturday morning. n hv tO sign fOr da attendance... haiyO, baru plan nak balik pulau fOr attending my fren's cOnvo...
cOnpius. hOw tO cOme da cOnvo and at da earlier in the next morning have to reach at school frOm island???
=i still willing tO go fOr convo. xmO hampakan dia... sO pergi gak...
plan : jmat malam akan tdO kat kOndO kak nOr. pg2 tgU kak hasna kat bUs sTop BJ... settle.

last PR1 (Physical Education) - rain???

selama saya berada 6minggu di SK seri sentosa, hanya sekali saya dapat buat pendidikan jasmani di padang... da rest, pendidikan kesihatan-pembelajaran di bilik darjah...
ini kerana, SETIAP HARI RABU adalah HARI HUJAN!!!!
esOk sy ada PR1 bersama guru pembimbing.
xtahu nak rasa apa. nak berdOa agar xhujan atau hujan untuk esok. sbb dua2 sy ne bersedia menyediakan lesson plan n abm... wah... npe la asal hujan, hari rabu. ekh? asal hari rabu, hujan... huhuhu...
kawan2... wish me luck 4 tomorrow!!!

(gba tdk dpt diupload sbb camera gba lam hp xdpt detect.siOt)

PR2 Science

mErdEka... eventhOugh im nOt 100% satisfied...
nErbes laaaa.... smpi rs cam kalut teramat... smpi nak kontrol kelas pon OUT!
my lectUrer cakap ok la sy ikOt flOw lesson plan sy... tp class management mmg dOwn balik la... hadUs... tu la, bt sgt aktiviti yg bt bdak xbpe blEy dikontrOl... haiyO... syg... syg.
dOrang excited gak bt fair test td... yela main bawak2 tanah. (nseb baik sy prEpare eventhOugh da pesan kat dOrg sUh bawak sOil fRom hOme-tnh dOrg bawak xbpe blEy pakai)
nak dictErkan di cni... adala masa riuh2 ketika saya membahagikan alat-alat utk fair test, ada sOrg bdk memecahkan beakEr lam makmal... WAAAA!!! what shOuld i feel??? kinda dizzy lOl... rs nak pengsan jer kat situ... da la tgh diselia bersama lecturer n guru pembimbing (kira final observe la ni), tanpa membuang masa, sy trOs amik penyapu and sapu semua kaca2 tu.... kira keselamatan adalah priority sy... bdak2 bukan ley kira... yEar 3... tp budak kelas bijak la... hmm... budak, mmg suka bermain... kawan2 dia report la kat sy yg si amin(bukan nama sbnr) yg pecahkan. sy pon cakap, jpa sy lpas kelas... lpas kelas, sy ni semangat nak jpa lect, terlupa lak si budak ni dOp tercegat tgu sy... sy pOn memulakan investigation saya... hahahaha... dEt cOnan...
"npe pecahkan beaker tu" "blablablabla", alasan dia... sy pesan jgn bt g, jgn main time sy mengajar.... mata dia berair... actually ssh nak perasan sbb dia pakai mask(dasar h1n1), tp sy kan gUru yg peka(perasan!!!!) sy pOn ckp ok, sy xmarah kamo. lain kali jgn bt g...
baik kan sy???
lecturer sy menegur cara saya tu, puan cakap sy sptOtnya menegur dia dlm kelas di hadapan pelajar dia, bukan selepas kelas.... hmmm....

sy ni kan, sbnrnya agak prihatin ngn masalah stUd sy. sy sll berjumpa mereka yang betmasalah selepas kelas. itu cara saya. dan kesannya yang saya dapat lihat, saya dapat berhubungan baik dengan mereka. mereka suka saya walaupun mungkin tidak seperti di MGS yg bEsh....

dengan selesainya penyeliaan bersama sains, saya berasa satu kaki saya telah berada di kampung.... waaaaa.... hOmesick... menghitung hari.... 11day tO gO!!!

tada....

da hbEs cOmplete meng'go through' bLog si dia... mmg tekad tOl la.
sigh... actually bZ... t nak ne observe 3x... dEmi chEnta.

tEnsiOn! + hapPy + blablablabla...

xtahu la nak cakap apa... my personality nOw agak bercampur2... nak letak icon gba lam fs/fb/blog pon xtahu nak bUh yg mana... sekali letak gba bertudUng litup, cakap 'aku' n poyO plak... letak gba sweet2, cakap cam kerek gak... letak jela gba yg aku rs ok. 'aku' g... haiyO... mmg tgh serabut... xterpikir pon nak post blog nih... terbukak, update jelah... xptOt la aku dOp membebel ntah pape... tp sgt sakit hati.... byk tOl rahsia si dia dr aku... ??? apa ni??? =( k ah. mls nak cakap kat cni... lantak dia la... lu dia ikhlas ngn aku, pepandai dia la... lu xde jdOh pOn, aku xley bt apa2....

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yEAh!!!!

mgu dpn ( 10th - 16th August 2009), bz akan menyerang aku... but da end of da week, aku akan happy. insyaallah... PR1 bersama2 PR2(PR bersama) akan tamat pada minggu hadapan... yeah... ada hOusemate aku jLesh... nGeh3....
mon - PR2 SCIENCE
wed - PR1 PHYSICAL EDUCATION
thurs - PR2 PHYSICAL EDUCATION
(warning : dOnt disturb me dUring dat days.... hahahaha. concentration must be paid)
MERDEKA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but fOr da next2 week, i still willing tO teach la... mne bley cUri tulang... still teacher trainee... have to shOw gOod attituDe lOl... mb revise2 n semak buku2 stUds... lalalalala...

friday - nak balik pulau semata2 attending my bEstfren CONVOCATION at USM... yEa... E, wenDu kat mg!!!! ---> E terharu sbb aku jEr kawan dia dr jauh (jauh?) aka yg schoolmates lu yg g konvO dia... i'll make sUrprise 4 u... nak bg TEDDY BEAR!!! cOngrats E... aku mUsti mau pOgi, ngkau kan kawan kesayangan aku yg plg cUnnnnn.... =)

lalalalala....

may i have safe jOurney of intership and have da grEat (grEat???), at least ok ending of internship....

mOm.... i mish U damn much...
dOp cni bpe x da aku tdey2 tgat kat ma, rmh, lembu blkg rmh, ayam sblh rmh, hutan tepi rmh (eh, hutan da xdE. wakakakaka)... sO sad... tgat sgt... homesick gLer....
da la ma eksiden kat rmh.... ma, hOpes u will gEt welL sOon... iA, xdE apa2.... t balik, nak jaga ma elOk2 (iA, da bEst i can dO 4 U!)

dEar... bE my bEstfrEn n my evErythings fOr... fOrever... =)

When I'm lost in the rain,
In your eyes I know I'll find the light to light my way.
And when I'm scared and losing ground;
When my world is going crazy, you can turn it all around.

And when I'm down you're there; pushing me to the top.
You're always there; giving me all you've got.

For a shield from the storm;
For a friend; for a love
To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
For everything that's true,
I turn to you.

When I lose my will to win,
I just reach for you and I can reach the sky again.
I can do anything,
'Cause your love is so amazing; 'cause your love inspires me.

And when I need a friend, you're always on my side;
Giving me faith that gets me through the night.

For a shield from the storm;
For a friend; for a love
To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
For everything that's true,
I turn to you.

For the arms to be my shelter through all the rain;
For truth that will never change;
For someone to lean on;
for a heart I can rely on through anything;
For that one who I can run to....
I turn to you.

For a shield from the storm;
For a friend; for a love
To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
For everything that's true,
I turn to you.

For a shield from the storm;
For a friend; for a love
To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
For everything that's true...

For everything you do;
For everything that's true,
I turn to you...

I TURN TO YOU by CRISTINA AGUILERA

eeee... mish U....

title pOst : eeee... sbb sy suka ckp cmtu bt masa skg... mish u, sbb sy tgh dgr lagu i miss u by avril lavigne....

eeee... lama xberbLog... xsempat la... gpn malas... hahaha...

awal pagi g on9 dgn niat yg baik nak hupdate blOg... tp terchat plak ngn my cOusin... pahtu my mom call me gayut plak bErejam3... muahahaha... so, tgh hari gak la sy dpt mengaktifkan blog sy....

tulunnnn... cmne nak tulis blog ya? lupa la.... hahahaha....

disebabkan beberapa org kawan sy yg alert tya n suh sy update bLog, k i do... gpn xbz sgt dah ni... skg praktikum - bdk2 tgh revise fOr ujian... tp skg kan tgh cuti... absolutely free even not really... ---> ado asgmnt ne bt ya frh... jgn lpe!

----------open da nEw sem, im in 6SNED1. YEa!!!!!!!!!------------

sem ni sy ada praktikum... 8 minggu... but b4 dat, i hv tO go for classes for 1 week only.... rs syukur sgt, exam lepas semua lulus.... nGEee... tp sy bertobat, xmo da xstdy... xmo dpt result ikot nasib, ne usaha ya frh.... =) pahtu ada taklimat praktikum... pahtu hari sabtu pon ada kelas... (best hari tu tau, ada seminar kesihatan, tp wUgi la... xpg... lu x, bley tya ttg tahap drh sy n cmne nak lose weight... hailo... lect la, syok sgt mengajar sampai lepas lambat... sepanjang minggu tu sy puadsa bg mengantikan semua puasa yg blom diganti kerana bermula miggu hadapan sy perlu berkerja keras ketika praktikum... sUrely bz n tired lol... n ne jerit2 kat budak...

disebabkan praktikum kali ni jauh nun dr kolej sy, sy perlu menyewa rumah dan berpindah... my geng fOr da school are ain, dila and affaf. kitorg berjaya mendapatkan rumah yg plg dekat ngn skol... b4 dat kami almost menyewa rumah 2 tingkat yg mewah... hahahaha... tp, then we decide da nearest.... on friday, we went to da house, for just looking... kawan sy lambat sbb dia makan, so balik lambat.... xsempat amik ma... (my mOm came here, to see where will i stay)

kawan2 semua kemas brg da... siap da pindah g... sy bLom... rilex jEr... sbb sy tahu, sy kemas jap jEr... gpn, sy xsuka messy2... lu sy kemas awal, lpas tu xtahu nak letak kat mana, pindah blom g, surely la bersepah kan? xsuka... sejak dOp asrama, masa kat kOPu lu, dUring SPM examination, sy la kemas brg plg lambat... ms exam, 1% pon xkemas apa... tp sy la yg balik paling awal... mUahahaha... sy ingatkan pg tu ma sy nak tolong sy kemas brg... bUt she didnt... hahahaha... ro8 nak padan muka kat sy, tp sy siap dulu dr dia... xsampai satu hari sy kemas(ea?, jom kira) ptg sabtu kemas, mlm kuar smpi capek, pg ahad kemas, tgh hari ahad pindah... kira express la tu... =)

berpindah la... new environment... ...

---------------INTERNSHIP---------------

first day at schOol... ada asmbly, all of us ne pggl kat depan. what??? ingat ada masalah disiplin ka? mana ada... intrOducing fOr stUds la... nGee... jpa PK, dpt jadual... great... da skol gv da gOd impression fOr me... schedule pon dia bt cantik, menunjukan komitmen... =) setakat ni, sy xpnah terima jadual dgn perasaan xsuka. ok. jadual waktu uyg sy dpt, ok, not bad. sy berpuas hati... 13waktu per wk... ok... 4 trainee teachers... [=) kelas sains yg sy masuk semua di bawah didikan guru pembimbing sy... sng la nak diskuss... (sng??? sng ker? cikgu tu ....) neba mind... actually, dis internship, on 1st wek, we have to shadowing first...kirav tgOk cikgu yg berpengalaman mengajar dan belajar drpd dia... sy POwn lpe yg ne bt shadowing... sy pOn setuju la utk masuk kelas... 1st day da masuk kelas.... oklah... i asked them to introduce themselves first, then i introduced myself.. pahtu state rules... wah. cam ganaz... 2nd day pon cam tu gak sbb cikgu tu suh masuk, xbt shadowing g.... hari k3 ada waktu PJ, baru bt shadowing... tp lam kelas la... sbb cikgu tu sarat mengandung... i had learnt sUmthing dat i didnt learnt in college -> baca doa sblOm blaja... hahaha... xingat lgsg... kat MGS dulu, xbt pon... pahtu relief kelas muzik drjh satu, sy sUh dOrg tulis lagu yg dorg blaja... pandai plak menulis bdak2 nih... hmmm... siap melukis g tu... pertama kali sains bt shadOwing... shadOwing ni bagus apa... ruginya sy xdpt bt 2x tuh...

ok... setakat ni jer lu experience sy ttg mengajar... ada g bEsh... tp sy da capek ngadap laptOp nih... huhuhuhu...

da hEritagE city Of da wOrld....

almOst a week i didnOt pOst anything in dIs bLog... ;)

really have a grEat bUt tiring vacatiOn... alOng da way fRom kElantan tO malacca tO kelantan back, i was dIzzy... yukh...

yela, dr png(9pm) kE kltE(4am). dr kltE(11am-4pm) ke KL(11pm). tdO di KL dengan xbpE sihat. uzur~ he3... KL(11am) ke melaka(lpe la...) mkn2. g shOpping. stay kat resOrt. esok rOund bandar melaka... tp sy xkuar sbb sy pening dan lOya... xbErgambar kecuali keluarga sy yg sihat2 bElaka... he3... nO picas ekh? rasa rUgi plak xbErgambar... tp nak bt cmne... sy xsihat... kEpenatan tEramat sgt kOt... wish tO gO malacca again...

sampai kat rumah... nak tdo sepuas-puasnya... tp xdpt tdO. pergi rumah jiran-fOrmat laptOp baru ku ni... utk bt new partition... tgok astrO, main facebOok <-- xde kjE lain.. esok. pErgI hOsp nak maik MC... alang2 amik MC, cek la kesihatan sbb dlu sll pitam2 n pucat... my BP is lOw... ;) pastu pergi taman perumahan tempat sy tgal dlu... pErgi jpa pEngasuh sy... really njOy dat time... mish thEm damn much!!! cOnclUsion.... ---> balik rumah itu mmg menyEronokkan... nO picas ya.

my mOm and mE....

alhamdulillah... sy da sampai rumah... sy sampai KB jam 4am, sampai P.Puteh 4.45am... sy pErhati-perhati semua org call ayah dOrang amikkan... sy jEr... tpOn mak sy utk amikkan sy... since i was child, my mOm is everything... ok.ok. sbb tu la saya ssh-ssh sedia carikan tiket balik ke pasir puteh yg agak mahal sikit tu... lu sy ada ayah, mEsti sy sshkan ayah sy amikkan sy kat KB... huhuhu...

k... sy balik, tDo jap sbb sy xdpt tdO yg selesa atas bas td - seat rOsak n xley rebahkan kerusi utk tdO... org sebelah siap tdO atas sy lak tu... gEram tOl... bukan gEram apa... pyerla sOmbong xtgO, tap2 tdO atas org lak. huh! dah la nanar td. 2x. sampai pasir mas, i thOught it already reach at pasir puteh. naseb baik xkelam kabut g... sempat sedar tu pasir mas... sbb keadaan dia sama -berhenti tempat jual buah. kali k2 nanar - dr KB ke pasir puteh sy mmg xnak tdO. mmg sy xnk tdO! ntah kat mana sy TERTIDUR... sO, sy tgOk2 bas berhenti... mmg bas berhenti kat pasir puteh, tp sbb nak turunkan penumpang yg mintak berhenti... mmg sy pasti tu pasir puteh sbb perhentian selepas KB should be pasir puteh... sy xtgok apa2, trOs amik bag n ckp nak turun gak+sorry terlambat sbb ttdo td... driver bas tu tya la nak turun kat ne. sy ckp la nak turun kat pasir puteh... dia pon ckp - lmbt g... ddk dulu... mmg malu glEr la. sbb sy pergi kat driver dgn gesanya tbe2 ddk balik... malu3....

ok.ok. sy nak tolong mak sy gOreng kerOpok... lepas zOhor t, kami nak g vacation kat malacca... =)

i'll back hOme....

last sy balik ritu adalah on 14th March till 22th march... thEn my family g umrah, sy xsempat jpa dOrg after dOrg balik... ni baru nak jpa... xshabarnya... hOw many days agO im cOunted da time... yEah!!! wEndU... byk cte nak cTe kat dOrg ni.... pahtu g malacca fOr a vacatiOn... =)

pingrE O pingrE...

uwa... wawawawawa... uwa...

tgOk! dia xpandang pOn mknn tU...

pingre xmo makan... huk3... jgn mrh tau lu sy bitau... ikan yg saya bela da mati... trOk. sblOm sy perasan akan kematiannya, sy perasan almOst 3 hari dia xserbu makanan sy bg... balik2 kelas, sy tgOk dia da mati... jgn slh kan sy. sy xtahu papE. or xtahu pape adalah penyebab kematiannya? sy xmengambil tahu pasalnya? plz Forgive me God...

ikan yg mati yg jd cam udang masak... im sO afraid... serious!

semalam sy dgn Pin Baju pg beli mknn baru utk pingre... Pin Baju yg bElikan. malangnya, sejak saya menjamu mknn baru tu, pingre xsentUh lgsg pOn mknn tu... sO, pg td air cam kOtor... b4 g kelas yg stad 8am, sy salin air tu n bg lg mknn tu kat pingre... try suap g tp pingre refuse utk mkn... sO, sy biarkan la sbb xmo lewat g kelas... sy tabur jer pellets mknn tu lam akuarium... hmm... b4 dis mknnya berbentuk kiub yg memerlukan sy mencebisnya... pellet g menyenangkan kerja sy - just tabur jer... tp pingre cam xske lak... huhuhu... da la mahal. ~tp Pin Baju yg belikan~ balik kelas abOut 2pm, tgOk2 air kotor balik... sy xtahu la either air dikotori mknn yg xdimakan atau najis pingre yg CIRIT BIRIT xbiasa makan mknn tu.... hahahahaha... haiwan cirit birit gak kEr? kik3.... ok.ok. serious... sy mmg hairan... sO, sy salin la air... pastu dsbbkn sy free, sy try la suap2 mknn tu kat pingre... dia xnak... siap palingkan muka g... ni sy amik gba2 dia eksyen xnak makan... he3...

dia mmg xnak pandang mknn tu... huhuhu...
sy bg dr sebelah kiri dia pandng kanan.
sy bg dr sebelah kakan dia pandang kiri.
n im nOt editted my phOtos s i dOnt nOe hOw tO edit.
bijak gak tOrtoise ni ekh....

risaunya..... ~sy xmahu dikatakan pembUnuh.... haiwan.~

pIngre, fOod cUbes and fOod pellets...

i am nOt ready fOr this....

nice rite?
bUt...
i dOnt think i am ready fOr this...
???
nOw, my dreams are totally different with yesteday's dream.
all i want, just stay with my mOm.
dO i am really nOt ready fOr this...
???

dEar O my spEcial F.R.I.E.N.D!
< --- carefull. nO 'S', k. its sIngular. =)
thanz fOr being nice tO me and make Up my days...
i am happy with U. =)

(if u want tO read the image larger, just dOuble click the image)

hariinisayatakadamOod....

hari ini, 24 april 2009 ialah hari jadi saya yang ke 23 dan saya x ada mOod!!!!
-da reasoNs why i have nO mOod are :

1. i was sOo slEepy at 1200am - n nO one dIstUrb me lah - except da hps!!! wargh... i had make it silent even vibrate tOo... somes call / msg i cant respond... trOk kan???
2. i gOt many asgmnts tO dO and i have an important asgmnt tO sUbmit on 24 th april... n i didnt finished it yEt till 3pm of 24th april baru hantar lah....
3. i have tOo many classes (as usual lah) tO be attended - b4 and after 24th april eventhough 24th april is on friday and after 24th april, 25th april of cOurse saturday and it shOuld be hOlidays... sO unlucky....
4. fOurth!!! my fave nUmber. NOONEASKMETOGOFOROUT/DATE. gggrrrrrr.... dO i hv tO revenge fOr it? jahat tOl. tp mmg xbEsh sgt. baik bErsendiri. nak majOk... ~eh, apa ke bde lak aku ckp nih~
5. actually i always fasting as celebrating my befday - for show my grateful to my God. but... i just fasting for a half day... because i sick. huhuhu... unlucky again...
6. nothing tO do and my rO8 go for a kem, shes nOt here with me n im alone ... nothing tO do, just sleep. ha... nak kaco ma... gayut ngn ma ok gak... kui3...
7. sOmeOne had broke my rUles. i asked him tO not dIsturb me or contact me till 5th of may. bUt he didnt... he wish fOr my bEfday... he admit dat hes tOo stUborn to break da rules. hUh! saje jer ckp jgn kOntek smpi 5th of may.... exceli, sy xkisah pOn asalkan dia xbt saya bEngang... kui3.. p/s : if U read dIs, dOnt think dat i can fOrgive all Ur mistakes. n i hate Ur jOkes / teasing.

dOnt talk tO me if u cant sUre dat u can make me smile... ~ntahpape~

....

leave me alone
It's nothing serious
I’ll do it myself
It's got nothing to do with you
And there's still nothing that you could do

So come in my cave
lalala.....

.--- > bUt actually im happy with SOME wishes fRom SOME of the wishers... tq. =)

hOw a nice moments/experiences i had.... being a teacher.

gba2 diplok... mmg xterkawal glEr lah...

my first internship was on 23 of march till 17 of april 2009... the school is Methodist Girl's School, which the building contains fOr primary and secondary all girls school in one area... i taught 5 Biru and 3 Kuning fOr science and 2 Putih in physical education...

today is the last day im at that school... i gOt sO many present frOm them, about 20 presents and 17 own make best wishes.... =) hip hip hurray.... never asked them to gv me present lol... mb they gave me because i had said my befday is 10days more 3 days ago.... hahahaha... tu pon sbb ada befday sOrg pelajar lam kelas 5 BIru... sOmeone had tOld me and after teaching them, i asked other pupils to sing da bEfday sOngs... hahahaha... what a nice teacher i am rite? hahaha. perashan!!!! sampai pg2 kat skol td, ada seoarng pelajar bg hadiah... cUte!!! shes a nice gurl... =) then im dOing my wOrk in library, da place where my frens and i stay... then ada budak datang... berkumpulan... many of groups or track... just wanna see me... then, i captured some pictures... they all frOm 3 kuning and 5 Biru.... they hugs me sOo tight, so many of them.... i cant breath lol.... eventhough somes of them are smelly, it dOesnt matter fOr me... i wOuld like to be a good teacher without have any bias feeling.

yesterday, 16th of april... so many of them crying fOr me... oh gOd!!! i cant believe dis... what i have dOne fOr them.. just because... i want tO go.... bUt i can visits them next time... may be... i have nO transport and da possiblity i gO there again,,, so less. on yesterday, i just taught the 2 Putih only actually... bUt, i have relief class in 3 Kuning and da students from 5 Biru asked me to enter their class for a while... i gave them presents!!! ~actually xcukup sbb silap kira masa beli. so yg lain baru bg hari ni~ i gave each of them a pair of cUte hair clips... =) all my frens just gave their students candies and pencil... buT im nOt... he3... im always gOod in deciding what present shOuld be give.... hahahahaha... perasan lg! their class's teacher go and see me and say tahnx fOr me, saying dat they all love me and wOuld like me tO visited them again next time... thanx 4 u tOo....

2 days ago, my lecturer had observed me tOgether with my teacher... alhamdulillah, everythings gOes fine... when i entered 3 Kuning class, two of them had cried fOr me because i want to leave da schOol... sO sweet my dEar...
k, here i upload some photos.... n i have tO gO... ~hv nO mood tO write mOre~

for all my students,
i lOve all of U... hOpe we can still kEep in tOuch via da great technology (like email, fs n fb)... really have a great time with all of u... thanx fOr being ma sweet stUdents... nway, teacher also learnt a lot frOm all of u... lOve u gurls.... a best wishes fRom me tO u, all da best!

tq dEar!!! i'll nOt fOrgEt all of U...


2 of the bEst wishEs i gOt...

sgt tErharu... =!

i am the FTF (favOurite/famOus teacher firah) ha3... perashan lg!

walaupon bEgitu....

hahahaha... title ntah pape... saje nak menarik perhatian yg xbpe menarik perhatian... da lama xberblOg... sje, yg walaupOn begitu tu adalah.... walaupon da nak balik dalam 3 hari lagi, saya masih hOme sick rindukan mama (nama suatu ketika dulu b4 sy lahir, lpas kelahiran sy, nama trOs tka kpd ma) n rumah sy... apala yg ada kat rmh tu... wah3... bukan nak tdO ker apa... dOp rmh men inEt, sembang ngn ma, lepak ngn ma (fuyyoh), ikut ma kuar jln2 n mkn kerepek ma kasi... kua3.... adat hidOp sbg anak mmg la kne makan kerepek... wah.... IM HOME SICK!!!!! ada yg tgO, da 4tahun bt degree pon masih hOme sick... yela... apa tak nya... dOp cni bOsan la... nak balik... nanak balik.... wendU. wendU. wendU... ma xde kat rmh ni... dia fly g KL ngn penerbangan MAS... ma balik kg pula menyambut kepulangan anakanda nya 2 hari g kOt dgn penerbangan anak MAS, firefly... kui3.... xtya pon... sy dgn pertama kalinya naik bas charta (eja cmne pon xtahu)... tiket xde lg... tp da bayar... muahahahaha.... nak balik... i mish hOme!!!! i hate staying hEre... ops....

sy amat rindukan kampung halaman sy yg indah permai walaupon 3 hari lg nak balik....

daaa....

apa pyer title la (kne masuk kelas pembelajaran membuat title post.hahahaha)